Tuesday, March 24, 2009

sad yet still trusting

today, as i was going to do my module enrolment. in the morning (during games day) i was depressed because i thought i could not be in the same class as my clique because they chose FIT (financial international trade) and i chose IEF (international economic and finance) last time. 

but another of my friend told me that the previous selections of IEF and FIT did not matter and now we can reselect again. i was filled with joy. hence i decided that i would forgo my passion, which is economics, and go ahead to join my clique. 

to my dismay, when it was time to enrol into the classes, my computer jammed. i could not get into the class (TB09) my clique was intending to go. everyone of them got in except for me. as it was still jamming for 10 mins, i was tearing and shouting, "God God why did you let this happen to me!" 

TB09 (FIT class) was filled and i just chose TB01 (IEF class). my friend, taby, told me, maybe God wants you to get out of your comfort zone. and i thought, okay, maybe she's right. 

i burst into tears when i finally realized that i could not be in the same class as my clique. i was going to be all alone. 

but God reminded me of Jeremiah 29:11 i believe God has plans to prosper me and not to harm me. it is going to be difficult to go through the next semester all by myself. but im going to trust in God's plans

Romans 8:28, i love God, i believe everything He has done is good.

hallelujah, Jesus. 

3 comments:

ant said...

you know what?

before i read down to the part abt taby i also had the same thought as taby.

maybe God wants to to get outta ur comfort zone.

eg. you go to a party with five friends. end of party, you come out with five friends. you enjoyed the night with them.

turn the tables round. you go to the same party with NO friends. you leave the party having talked to and made five NEW friends.

so yesss. step out of ur comfort zone.. maybe there's something for you in this new class. [:

cereallovesyou said...

haha, by God's grace, my friends managed to pull me into the same class as my clique.

actually through this event, i saw how my clique treasured this friendship.

so im in the same class as my clique, however, i have decided to give up my passion for econs for now..

but i will continue to pursue it at university level :D

Anonymous said...

eh, when i read the part that you were in a different class from all of your friends, i had this thought that maybe that class is useful and it is a stepping stone for your future. yea

odelia