i'm in ngee ann to fulfill God's destiny for me [:

Yesterday, as I was brushing my teeth, God painted a picture for me, He asked me to imagine a poor man that is very hungry. He finds God and receives salvation. His walk with God is strong, but all of a sudden, he receives a job and gets a high positioning managerial post. Instead of going to church on Sundays, he chooses to work in his office to get extra pay.

God reverts the attention back to Him and asked me, this man has 2 choices, he could’ve chosen to walk away and say “when I was thirsty, God took away my thirst. When I was hungry, God fed me. When I was poor, God made me rich. This world has nothing to offer to me.” Or he could have chosen to walk towards the rewards of this world, leaving God behind.

In such a time as this, the right thing to do is to the first. But so often, we choose the latter.

I was increasingly tired as my every days was filled with CCA, church and project meetings. I came home at 10pm every day and used the little strength that I had left to do Time Alone With God (TAWG) So often, instead of praising Him, I would come home complaining about how tired I was.

But Pastor Andy said this last 2 weeks, “Give your time to church rather than to give your time to the world.”

I was immediately awakened; God placed this sentence in my heart, “I’m in Ngee Ann to fulfill God’s destiny for me.” (:

It’s not about me but about God. I’m not going to leave cell or church. Because I know what’s best for me.

Cheezelmomeezel,

Cereal