Friday, October 31, 2008

i love my sc friends

HAHAHAHA. oh my goodness. firstly, i want to thank my bangala for being so concern about my previous post! but seriously, im kinda tight lipped about my family issues unless its absolutely necessary to tell. (necessary means im suffering from a mild breakdown and it requires me to tell someone. if i dont, i will probably go insane and depressed.) BANGALA! i love you honey. (: we're always talking about our infatuations and how it will NEVER work out. apparently, we aint guys' type. HAHAHA. but whateverrr. as long as i have my God and my friends to be with me forever. [:

secondly, i love yvonne and zhiying. oh my goodness. they made my day today with a hilarious msn conversation. (: yvonne and i want to play tennis tomorrow and then zhiying said she doesn't exercise outside because she doesn't see the point of doing so. she can run at home, how? she runs on the spot. HAHAHAA. its amazing how zhiying is so skinny without exercising.

lastly, i want to thank God for being there for me. yesterday, i cried while i was bathing. the emotional pain was unbearable and i broke down. i felt so tired with everything. i was thinking about why God wanted me to suffer through so many situations, wondering where God is right now. are my tears worth anything in God's eyes? after i finish bathing, i got back my strength and pulled out the bible and recorded down verses where suffering of Christians is for the will of God. But Jesus Christ will perfect, establish, strengthen and settle me after my sufferings. (: initially while i was crying, i wondered how i did not have to live on bread alone but on God's word. But i surprised myself by doing so. AMEN. 

CEREAL WILL ALWAYS BE STRONG, RIGHT BANGALA? don't worry. i wont be sad for long. i will always get back my energy and strength to be that lame and happy cereal girl. HAHA.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

CEREAL(:
CHEER UP YUP!
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS,I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U!(:
SO IF U NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO,I'M JUST A PHONE CALL AWAY!
LOVE U LOADS DUDEE<3

zhiying<33 said...

WHATS UP WITH U DUDE??
i dont really know whats going on, but do cheer up ya?? BE HAPPY AND SMILE(:(:
i wanna see the cheerful and lively cheryl LATERRR(:(:

Anonymous said...

im just gonna repeat the same stuff as wht ur friends have said!!
cheer up, be strong.
some times, it feels superficial to just say, i understand how you feel. but then, there are reasons for evrything, and i believe u'll be able to withstand it.
for God does not allow temptations to come our way beyond wht we can bear.

and dont forget, that before a diamond "bacame" a diamond, it had to go thru extreme conditions to come out as beautiful and polished as it is.

so. dont give up. i believe in you, DIAMOND CEREAL.

ohwells.

hahah

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